The Da Vinci Panel

Well, last night I sat on a panel of pastors discussing the Da Vinci Code.  I have to say that I learned a lot.  I had no idea about some of the questions that got asked.  I felt a little out of place.  The first time I answered a question things got a little rough.  I upset someone with my answer and she ended up walking out a little while later.  I was certainly surprised by this, but I felt bad for a long time.  It brought up some old memories of previous confrontations and I really had some thoughts of leaving with her.  I really did not think that I belonged there to answer those questions.  After the night ended, I had answered a few other questions, gained a little bit of confidence back, but it still stuck with me.  In previous times of conflict I can say that I never really felt supported by those around me.  Last night this was not so.  Everyone was very supportive of me and let me know that.  Although I still have had a harder time shaking this off, I certainly am feeling better about what happened there.  I feel bad for the women who left and wish that we had a better chance to speak appropriately.  But, I may think twice before joining another panel.